In my darker moments
it times of anxiety and despair
In my loneliness
exhausted anguish
My God remembers me
if He does with the birds
that land in the trees
So He does
He does with me
In the nights that get to quiet
when my soul cries for steadiness
unknown
My spirit reaches
the deep to the deep
Trust me
with your time
your gifts
your loves
your hopes dreams or just wish
the authorities
and darkness of this world
can never hold my kind of free
I sit in the hands of my creator
who has never forgotten me
The angers stirring their own kinds of war
shall not phase me
I take no part in Babylons whore
For I know who has made me
what He’s given me
and how He’s saved me
The chess pieces playing their turns
beckon for my hand
both sides revealing in part
while each player hides their own monsters
all players darkened in their hearts
shells of people
inhabited by what they’ve sold out for
Redefining their own creations
and natural rules about life
calling love and tolerance
what I call confusions and strife
distracting with talks about self made stars
and feelings and pseudo realities
Like I should be impressed..
But I’m a woman
human created by God
and
I’m no part of the game anymore
Resettling ,breathing in
My peace
My free
I trust my creator
with me
“do not fear what they fear, nor be in dread.”-Isaiah 8:12
“Let your gentle spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near.Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things. The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.”-Phillipians 4:5-9