love song for God my creator

In my darker moments

it times of anxiety and despair

In my loneliness

exhausted anguish

My God remembers me

if He does with the birds

that land in the trees

So He does

He does with me

In the nights that get to quiet

when my soul cries for steadiness


My spirit reaches

the deep to the deep

Trust me

with your time

your gifts

your loves

your hopes dreams or just wish

the authorities

and darkness of this world

can never hold my kind of free

I sit in the hands of my creator

who has never forgotten me

The angers stirring their own kinds of war

shall not phase me

I take no part in Babylons whore

For I know who has made me

what He’s given me

and how He’s saved me

The chess pieces playing their turns

beckon for my hand

both sides revealing in part

while each player hides their own monsters

all players darkened in their hearts

shells of people

inhabited by what they’ve sold out for

Redefining their own creations

and natural rules about life

calling love and tolerance

what I call confusions and strife

distracting with talks about self made stars

and feelings and pseudo realities

Like I should be impressed..

But I’m a woman

human created by God

I’m no part of the game anymore

Resettling ,breathing in

My peace

My free

I trust my creator

with me

“do not fear what they fear, nor be in dread.”-Isaiah 8:12

Let your gentle spirit be known to all men. The Lord is near.Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. Finally, brethren, whatever is true, whatever is honorable, whatever is right, whatever is pure, whatever is lovely, whatever is of good repute, if there is any excellence and if anything worthy of praise, dwell on these things. The things you have learned and received and heard and seen in me, practice these things, and the God of peace will be with you.”-Phillipians 4:5-9




The Last

The Last Christian in America

I took a trip across the land of the free

in it’s last days 
I wanted to find something to remember
and be grateful to have been here
where we were so blessed

yet forgot to be thankful

I took a trip across to the land
to meet some people who could tell me
what my entertainers wouldn’t

when they were speaking for progress

and how we could do better
I went to find the immigrants 
who risked their lives for something better
I went to find the worshippers

who couldn’t have Bibles in China

I looked for the Jews whose children escaped 
I met the Amish on their land
I met the natives who we owe more than life

Now we have more in common don’t we
than we ever knew we did

and maybe we can understand now

in languages undefined
that we have all come from the earth
and dust to dust we return
I close my eyes and pray we have learned
we have understood and we have grown

but across the land and all of her memories

who seen it all and holds the blood and tears

the freedoms and fears
she grows tired of the anguish and tension 
and now like in the ancient days

when we have to be silent
by forgetfulness or by force

the stones cry out
and the foundations shake

and she calls out for her lover
for the bride who is ready but choked in the pain

by the evil, the diseased and the insane
the prideful man of sin gets his day

but we the created calls out for the last play

took a trip across of the land of the free

what we understood 

and what we believed

all the veils are uncovered now
and the center is gone
in the crisis of identity

don’t know who we are 

or where we stand 

unless someone gives a title 
makes that plaque

so alive in the last days of the land of the free

if you don’t understand 
or it sounds insane
I just want something to remember
help me remember 

and thank God for what I never did before

in the days before the fall

when the rocks have to cry out
when the rocks have to cry out.


As he was now drawing near, at the descent of the Mount of Olives, the whole multitude of the disciples began to rejoice and praise God with a loud voice for all the mighty works that they had seen, saying, “Blessed is the King who comes in the name of the Lord! Peace in heaven and glory in the highest!” And some of the Pharisees in the multitude said to him, “Teacher, rebuke your disciples.” He answered, “I tell you, if these were silent, the very stones would cry out.” (Luke 19:37-40 )

When the earth and all its people quake, it is I who hold its pillars firm.”  Psalm 75:3

From upcoming: Letters From the End of the Age

By What I See

At this my body is racked with pain, pangs seize me, like those of a woman in labor; I am staggered by what I hear, I am bewildered by what I see. Isaiah 26:17

Trying to see through blood

bleeding trying to see through the blind
seeing what the here and now is
or feeling the coming travail
and looking back on all the ways
all the ways we failed

the brand new happening

the new colonizing efforts

here and there and there its here

its here its here

but look over there and fear
and the decade of the boy that cried wolf

and we got used to the alarms
and now the same efforts and same strong arms

and we called the fake but in the blind spot

there were so many crimes

and its here its here over there its here

but its hidden in the objective blind
while the sheep peddled

and while the sheep were asleep

the boy that cried wolf got eaten

and its too late for that alarm to even sound

when the wolves are right there on the ground
The earth cries out and we feel it in the body

and the body cries out

and the earth feel it too
but look over there

over there like its not happening to you

beheading in the U.S.

Tennessee Imam

The U.S. armed and funded what is now ISIS for their own purposes. They ignored them while they purged Iraq of christian communities that have been there for hundreds of years… it is easy to be upset when we see blue screen statement beheadings all over our newsfeeds though, and we saw them repeatedly until the world is ready to go into another war. The fact is though, Europe has been divided into Shariah factions and “no go” zones for their own law enforcement. The same things are happening here, yet we can’t talk about it and the mainstream corporate media ignores it. It is fashionable to make fun of God and Christians but here on the ground don’t say anything against Islam..yet we are to be upset and afraid of what is happening overseas and start a war ..yet again…”before it hits here”. It’s already here. The ruling class has an agenda, and be it the tools of Islam or be it forced race wars between people who would be friends, or be a forced victim ideology where no one can be objective they can only silence each other…they are bent on change. America is gutted and falling in on itself. Don’t be fooled and don’t be played.

 For many will come in My name, saying, ‘I am the Christ,’ and will mislead many. 6“You will be hearing of wars and rumors of wars. See that you are not frightened, for those things must take place, but that is not yet the end. 7“For nation will rise against nation, and kingdom against kingdom, and in various places there will be famines and earthquakes. Matthew 24:6

“And the nations were angry and your anger has come, and the time of the dead to be judged…and the Prophets and to T and to those who reverence your name, to the small with the great, and you shall destroy those who have corrupted The Earth.”(Revelation 11:18

“For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when the perfection comes, the imperfect disappears. When I was a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put childish ways behind me. For now we see but a poor reflection as in mirror. Then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.” I Corinthians 9-12

The wolf will live with the lamb, the leopard will lie down with the goat, the calf and the lion and the yearling together; and a little child will lead them. Isaiah 11:6

I say no

In my innocence
And learning questions
My naivety some may say
But I am the child and so are you
Learning from the children
Coming to the Father as children
No chains or games to manipulate
In my naivety
Aren’t all men free
Made whole and seen
Remembering the lessons
Some man calling us home
The god of this world
In Sheeps clothing
Seeking all that may be devoured
And I say… No
In my Innocence
And knowing what can’t be unknown
I seek the place that can’t be removed
I seek the presence of the knowing
And knowing what I know
Knowing the illusions
And the empires will
It’s called progress again
But it’s old evil still
Says he’ll rise up empire to the sky
Like babel and like Rome
The vampires taking life
And calling it’s own
In my innocence
And my sincerity
I do pray
None of the innocent are led astray
Hail to the masters
And hail to to wrought
No man bought us
And no man sells us
The man calling all of us home
I stay with my own convictions
Look at the son of satan
And I say no…

The Closing In

I looked to north
I saw the new blood cold
I looked to the east
With it’s sabers
And agitated heat
I looked to south
Where the new red army
Has been hiding out
I hear in the west
Drought and radiation
Is gonna get the rest
The closing in is closing
Don’t you hear the murmur
Damn the fiddlers
Damn the agitated furor
Gut you on the inside
Let the outside take the shells
And the politically correct
With their censored lives
Distracting causes
And robbing the blind
I looked to the ground
Where the stones have been crying out
And I looked to the sky
And the hills
Where my help resides
They can call for the purge
And they can make me enemy
It really doesn’t matter
I know where I find peace
And if you can see me
See me as I am
I’ll tell you some things
Cause it’s not like it was used
Appropriated and abused
It’s not like it was propagated
But the propagated was prophesied
And here are the people
The body and the life
And the closing in is closing in
And we watch and pray
Pray and watch
We are not afraid
We are not blind

Solitary Confinement

I heard the voices analyze
I heard the voices debate

they pit their reason

against us
they laugh and lie

reason is a hateful disguise

like progress 
like progress
Once we were used
if you think about it so were you
an idea, a dream a passion
gets corralled and herded 

so we became them
yeah we became them
using the same hit words
using the same system
and forgetting the cost involved
forgetting life and living
soul, truth and loss
now they’re done with us and on to the next ruse
and the rope we used is now our noose
once more for progress
and they’ll laugh while we take our turn
laugh while they take our children
laugh while they move us
laugh when we pray
laugh when we trust
laugh when we speak
laugh when we are who we are
laugh when we bleed and behold our scars
the last cleanse
the last war the last rinse
the last threshing and the last separation
behold, prepare and watch the sky in the east…









The Creator,Created and Time

Creator created earth
Creator  created life
Creator created man
and then the woman life
The balance of man and woman
mirroring God himself
how did we get so lost
in the breadth of our discussion
on the explanatory needs
building instutions
and planting deathly seeds
the prophecies come true
the ones we read from ancient
and they still hate
and they still turn away
no one was saved by the sword
no one was ever healed by force
there is a balm in Gilead
there is a tree of life
there is morning star
there is an end to strife
and every eye will see
and every knee will bow
for the Creator has come
to restore
to resolve
and the ones who claimed His name
for their own selfish pride
for their gain and evil
they will not ride
they will not ride
Creator created earth
Creator created life
Creator created man/woman
and man/woman created strife
life begins
life never really ends
and we say come quickly
for if I die in body I shall live in Spirit with my creator
so set me free
so set me free
I will not bow the knee
dont bow the knee
to the Man who says he is He
the False Second Adam The false Christ
The false
The false and the fall…